

untitiledI dont know what happened to me I lost my colorful personality I live day by day night by night Falling into this fearful strife All the joy has disappeared Replaced by ever growing tears Which build up inside of me like a painful acid thats burning through my soul, killing my façade That I now put on always and everyday Like makeup on a model walking down the runway But as I said this face is slowing dying And soon I wont be able to hide the crying Then everyone will laugh as they find they were rightuntitiled
About the fact that I cant deal with lif


invisibleHe walks down the crowded halls No one stops to talk and stall She does the work as she has always been told While the heart inside her becomes unbearably cold He continues to slowly fade away While the world moves on with not a care for his dismay She gets the grades but takes the numbing hits Because her mother says she is nothing for they are still unfit He now feels the plastic take over his broken life As he changes to feel loved and cease this strife She turns to the drugs to take pain away and feel that warmth again That used to come from her mother way back wheninvisible


UglyEverything has finally gone well So why do these vile feelings dwell As I see the big picture of my broken life I remember why there is still piercing strife For happiness is not caused by the items we get But by the people who make us feel importantUgly
I need to feel this way again Because feeling like shit is no way to mend I want to be seen as pretty like I know I am I want to be known as the one who has command I cant let them bring me down anymore But my poise must be a métier
I need help with this goal of mine To make myself feel &nb


NumbFucked up so many times Stepped on ever since birth No wonder I feel so numb this time My soul got tired of this cursed earthNumb
So now I feel no anger no pain And I cry no sorrowful, agonized tears Yet I long to once again play this cruel game For I want to feel these horrible years
If I must inflict anger and agony So I may feel something again I will endure the pulsing misery So I will feel my soul mend
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"Remember me, but don't abduct me!" -Cousin of mine :>
"TOASTERRRR??!??!?!" Auramix and I ranting random stuff.
"Do you like hot dogs?" :> It is within your best interests to not answer.
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"Remember me, but don't abduct me!" -Cousin of mine :>
"TOASTERRRR??!??!?!" Auramix and I ranting random stuff.
"Do you like hot dogs?" :> It is within your best interests to not answer.
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